Well I’ve now survived two days back to work, and I’m tired but happy to be back at the same time. I did tear up as I drove away from the sitters, but not because I was worried, just feeling a little tender hearted about being away from my kidlets. I have absolutely no reservations about where they are and I know it will be good for them to be with other people while I go back to being me a little bit.
Things at my work are definitely different from when I left and I feel like there will be some adjusting on my part for sure as my job is looking largely different than it did when I left 13 months ago. That thought both excites and scares me, but I also know I’ve been scared in my jobs before and I’ve always figured it out and I have no doubts I’ll do the same again now. And the beauty part is that I’m returning only part time so I feel really good about being able to balance all of my many responsibilities, although I think I may have to get better at not procrastinating on things that need to be done 😉
I rarely post pictures of me on here, especially selfies, but this one seemed right to do so. It was taken while I sat in my still running van just moments before my 1pm shift was about to start, telling myself to breathe and that everything would be okay. A little teary eyed but feeling ready to conquer this new chapter in my life.
My friend Sheri who’s watching the kids knows how much I love seeing photos of them during the day. This photo made me smile!
A rare natural smile for my Jordie boy is always nice to see you too!
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